Sunday, December 11, 2016

Cabin on the Creek, and the Chimney Tops 2 Fire








Here are pictures, with captions of the Cabin on the Creek and its environs after the Chimney Tops 2 Fire swept at it and around it and all around the area.  I am putting it on my blog since I have
found putting captions much easier on the blog than on Facebook.
Cabin on the Creek from Park

View of Park from Cabin, picture above it
taken from the trail to right in picture

View at front of Cabin

Plastic clean-out pipe for septic system

Just up from Cabin


View from front porch, looking down creek.  Note flag at half-mast.



Burned plastic chair below porch of cabin

Melted plastic chair below porch of cabin

Fire affected plastic chairs in environs

Just upstream from Cabin

Along 441, to left of popular viewing spot for Chimneys

Chimneys after fire, back side


Chimneys on fire, early in the process

Chimneys in Hoar Frost after the fire


Great Beech above Cabin, all the rotted parts burned

Unburned leaves, what the fire had to work with

Above cabin, up Grassy Branch

Old stumps burned freely

We still welcome people to Cabin and Park, to feel free to pass through our yard.


Saturday, December 10, 2016

revelations compete



tangled webs

some times are so burdened with poems
I can’t pick out an individual thread to follow,
for immediately I run into other threads
that call to me to follow them:
a jumble of possible paths all mixed together,

I think it’s like a problem we Quakers have
when we open ourselves to revelation
and so much clambers to be heard
that nothing seems to speak clearly,
a person can die and focus us true,
so can a sunrise, a sunset, a tree, a flower, a toddler:
then we might focus into singular clarity,

I come back to my mountains after unprecedented fire
took what the drought-dessicated woods gave it
and ferocious winds fed it,
those same winds wrenching limbs and trees asunder,
great clusters of clutter mock my expectation
of what was and what I thought would still be,


















those interwoven piles of branch and trunk
so like the threads I first imagined
at the beginning of this poem.


by Henry H. Walker

December 8, ’16

an aura to the moment



fire smell lingers

the smell of the fire lingers,




an almost subtle,
but ever present,
aura to the moment,
the house tanged with it,
so I’ve opened up windows and doors
in hopes fresher air 
can be the dissolution solution,

on the screened-in porch
ash has slipped through the screen wire,
and been wind-piled into corners, inches deep. 


by Henry H. Walker

December 8, ’16

Tuesday, December 6, 2016

a wonderful read



thirteen moons, 
by Charles Frazier

I finish the book,
close it for a final time,
and hold it in my hands,
reverentially,
that book has a solid feel to it,
a feel of Autumn, of fruition,
a feel of rightness and revelation,
a feel of a friend who has helped me
know how his and my journey
are the same and also wildly different,

to know of the life he described 
with heart-wrenching eloquence
is to know more of my own life,
to plummet further down into the darkness,
to erupt even higher into the light,
to savor the moments in between,
while still holding close the sorrow
and letting it increase the sweetness
that can also come,

I took days to finish this book, for a second time,
slowly working through a paragraph, a page,

many times I read a book
for a compelling story, a diverting puzzle,
when I finish these books
I feel like surfing to a new channel—
vaguely satisfied, vaguely dissatisfied,

today I felt a satisfying wholeness to the read,
a synchronicity of my own life
with the fiction of a novel
more real and accessible than the story
I seek to write with my own life.

by Henry H. Walker

December 5, ‘16

Monday, December 5, 2016

wake up and grab the moments



what is transient, what lasts

Daddy’s abrupt death near my 14th birthday
shook me, and still shakes me,
as if to make me wake up
and notice how transient the moments,

I have long feared to approach my death
and the accounting for my life that would flash before me,
I want to feel I’ve noticed, I’ve appreciated,
I have fully lived the moments given me,
and given of my soul to help those within my touch
come into the power and sureness
I believe that God wants,
and expects, from each of us,

I love the play Our Town,
for Thornton Wilder preaches to the choir in me
to wake up and grab the moments,

it’s a fine line
to feel power and rightness
without letting it make us lose our edge,

we need to reboot our systems
often enough so that we learn anew, every moment,
that each breath is a gift,
each moment a wonder,
that God can only manifest in the world
if we can forget the selfish within us
and let the selfless work God’s will upon the world.

by Henry H. Walker

December 3, ‘16

Sunday, December 4, 2016

to be thankful for whatever



the “worth” of a hike

“Is it worth it?”
she asks me as she toils up the trail,
we’re descending after reaching our goal
of two miles of aerobics on a trail
that wouldn’t easily turn an ankle,



today we had added gifts of sharp clear views
of mountain top, ridge, and valley,
no peregrine falcon 
and fewer hoar-frosted trees
than I’d hoped for,


















“Of course, it was worth it.” I think,
and we tell her of the views,

more broadly, and more deeply, though,
I wonder at the question
and how she would define “worth,”

if it had stayed overcast,
with the mist settled all over us,
and views close and clouded,
I would have still been happy with the hike,

as long as we can still throw ourselves up the mountain,
my heart and lungs, and soul, find it “worth it,”

if we get anything more than just being able
to still breathe and feel,
it is a wonderful extra gift,

our challenge is to ready ourselves to be thankful
for whatever the world allows us to experience,

“Is it worth it?”
oh, my God, the question should be:
“Are we worth it?”
and I hope the answer is “Yes!”





by Henry H. Walker

November 20, ‘16

Fire in the Smokies



Chimney Tops 2 Fire

I often feel on edge,
just from normal trials and tribulations:
the emotional levels my psyche visits up on me from my past,
from the challenges of the present,
from the fears of what the future can unleash upon us,

this week, though, the emotional dial 
has spun hard and fast to the extreme,
as if the universe wants to see what we can take,
a small fire high on one mountain in the Smokies,
started by a careless cigarette smoker, I’d guess,
took what months of drought allowed it,
and endured, and slowly spread,


Courtesy Google Images

until the climate woke up, and shook itself:
then ferocious winds unleashed themselves on the mountains,
like an idea going viral, embers blew first here, then there,
and the woods were as receptive as gasoline to a spark,
a manic frenzy of flame,
leaf litter feeding growing line upon line of advancing fires,
roaring wind pushing the fire up and down ridges,
to and through any house that got in its way,
a selfishness to the fire, a refusal to be contained,
assaulting whatever got in the way 
of its wild abandonment of limit,


Courtesy Google Images
















on our side are the humans who follow a calling 
to fight fires, to resist destruction, to conserve,
to preserve the physical, a physical that enables there 
to be home, business, community, 
whatever can hold against dissolution
and allow us space to be, to live, to endure,
to let that of God within us manifest true,

I feel a capriciousness in the universe this week, 
an assault, a random spinning of the wheels we could call Fate,
some of us are spared, too many are not,
this great fire shouts a reality we cannot seem to notice
when our moments are gentle enough
to lull us into complacency,

that reality tells me to invest in fire departments,
like those in Pittman Center and Cosby, TN,
whose volunteers have had to stand in the road
on the Fourth of July weekend in hopes of donations, 
I always give, but they should not have to stand in the road,
I feel called to invest in organizations and government
that work to help those disenfranchised from success,
I feel called that climate change is real,
and that we ignore how we humans impact the world at our own peril.


Photo courtesy of Stanton Sweeney


















by Henry H. Walker

December 2, ‘16